Friday, January 26, 2018

, Anne receives a message before the Blessed Sacrament in the house church in Göttingen.

In the name of the Father of the Son and of the Holy Spirit Amen.

Today, on January 26, 2018, I kneel before Your Blessed Sacrament and beg the whole heaven for help and clarification of my problem.

Dearest Heavenly Father, I come to you today in my request and ask for your help. You have told me that I should come to You when I am in great need.  This message should be put on the Internet, so that many may know how I, the Heavenly Father, help My children who call on Me. I want to be a loving and caring father to all .

You called me and gave me this task. Sometimes I feel called and sometimes it seems too heavy.

I know that you will always remain the Great, the Unexplorable and the Powerful Heavenly Father in the Trinity and I your little nothing.

Today I step before you again with my big problem, because I do not know white. Nobody but you can understand me and help me. But I also know that you listened to me again and again and never left me alone. Humanly, this problem cannot be solved, because the doors are slammed again. No new door opens and I do not know what to do. .

You will have a solution You will certainly solve it differently than I suspect. I know neither the past nor the future and will judge it quite differently. You know exactly how your daughter Katharina is.

For almost four weeks we were not allowed to visit them, because we were again banned from the house. For some inexplicable reason, we are no longer allowed to enter the Phoenix retirement home in Göttingen, where your daughter Katharina is being cared for. They take malicious and deceitful steps against us to withhold the truth from us. The lie is made into the truth to deceive us.

Also the legal counsel is not at my side. All attempts fail, because people do not want to understand me. Your beloved priestly son is not allowed to administer the sacraments to your beloved daughter, even though you have allowed him to have a priestly identity card.

Your beloved daughter Katharina is in great pain. You put her through this serious illness to atone for her four children who never cared for their mother. You know, dearest father, how your daughter Katharina suffers as a mother. Please, stand by her side and give her your comfort.

You know how inhuman methods are used in this home. One has put the feeling for the neighbor out of one's mind. You, dear father, now ask a great deal and I certainly cannot understand you.

I know, dearest heavenly Father, it belongs to the persecution of Christians. No one can imagine how difficult it is for me not to accompany my long-time friend in her severe cancer disease on her last journey. I cry myself to sleep and cannot understand many things that you wish from me. I want to fulfill your will. But I feel my weakness and incapacity. Please help me not to succumb to the cunning of the evil one. Until now I have followed Your will and have not deviated from the true path. I do not want to do so any more. .

I know, you always regulate everything at your own discretion. But I am also sure that you let everything happen that I cannot understand as your little nothing. Please do not leave me alone, but stay with me in this darkness of the days. I need your light. Dearest Heavenly Father, You are the true light of the world. Where you are, there is the true light, the light of knowledge. Let me become more patient.

Even though many enemies surround me, I would like to pray for them, because you say that you do not want to let anyone sink into the eternal abyss. You want to save everyone. To be lost forever is so cruel that I don't want to imagine it.

I know I am a sinful man and I have made many mistakes. I am infinitely sorry for everything. How often have I offended You and You were sad about me. Please, forgive me. I want to love You and prove it to You. I ask You to help me, because without You I am infinitely weak. With You, dearest father, I can overcome the greatest hurdles. At the moment I want to give up because I feel the human powerlessness. You have promised that when my strength weakens, then your strength will come. Inspired by this hope, I throw myself at your heart, which is ardent with love. .

Dearest Heavenly Mother, show yourself as my mother who looks after me with care. He who pleads to you will never be unheard of. I have also poured out my heart to you. You have always been my mother. In need I have already turned to you as a small child. Also today I feel like a little child and I beg for your help. Dearest mother, hear my plea. You, my heavenly host, stand by my side. I can also trust in your help.

Saint Joseph, You my comforter in the greatest need. How often did I call you and how often was I allowed to get your help..........

I thank you all for the grace you have asked for. I cannot thank you enough. I would like to thank you for the many holy sacrificial masses in our house church. I would also like to thank you for this exemplary spiritual guide that you have put at my side over the many years. Surely I have forgotten how to say thank you lately. Work was always a priority, as there was a lot to do and I couldn't spare any time for you. Your messages, dearest father, were always important to me. I do my best to do everything for you in your way.

Your loving Anne, who wants to prove it to you.